I’m guilty. I judge. All the time.
I saw this guy the other day, walking with his young son, hand in hand, but his other hand was busy holding up his pants which were belted around his thighs as he walked in awkward outfacing steps to help keep his pants up. I understand that this is a style thing, but I’ve never understood it. I like to pride myself as practical, logical – and I could never imagine wearing anything that required one of my hands to hold it in position. If, as an article of clothing, it can’t stay where it’s supposed to, it’s not doing its job and I’ll take it off, throw it away and never buy anything like it again. So, of course, I mocked… “What’s this dude doing? How can he wear his pants like that?”
I know – I sound like my grandmother.
Almost immediately, I heard the small voice: “If it’s an issue of style, how can you say what is right or wrong, good or bad? What if that guy said the same about you? ‘What’s this guy doing with his beard? How inconvenient to have it all up in your food and when you kiss your wife and kids and when you accidentally zip it into your jacket!'” Well, if that guy had said those things to me, he would’ve been right. In many cases, my beard gets in the way, is really inconvenient. But I like it. I like the way it looks. I like that I have something to play with as I think about things, as I drive, probably even as I sleep. (Seriously, I can’t help it sometimes.)
Style then, like any opinion, is not open to judgment. What if I said I liked spaghetti? Would anyone say, “That’s ridiculous! How could you like that?!” It would clearly be strange for someone to question my taste in food. Yet, how much of our disdain, ridicule, mockery, and flat dislike of other people revolves around the difference in our taste of the world around us, the things we say that we like.
Taken a step further, why do I like spaghetti and my beard? Can I really even explain it? Why do I hate country music? Sure, there are cultural pressures and group identities to be taken into consideration, but mostly it’s because I simply don’t like it, never have. The first time I heard drum and bass, I loved it. The first time I heard Carrie Underwood, I had to cover my ears. The first time I tasted steak, I wanted more. The first time I tasted tofu, I tried to keep eating it, having heard that it was a good protein substitute, but I didn’t like the taste. Others, I’ve been told, do like the taste of tofu the first time they try it.
What about political differences? Aren’t these just related to taste? How people would like things to be – kind of like how they would like to eat their hamburger…
What about religious differences?
What about racial, cultural differences?
What about sexual preferences?
What about… all the things that divide us?
Certainly, I believe in truth. I believe that there are objective truths that exist beyond the perceptual understandings of our individual brains, hearts and minds. But how much of our difference revolves around that? I would argue – very little.
By judging a guy with pants around his thighs, I was reminded of the very real need for all of us Christians to recognize that these surface differences – and our negative reactions to the simply different tastes of others – are and should be of no real account. I may not be able to have an informed discussion with that guy about the different types of jeans that are worn best around the thighs, but that doesn’t mean that I should have any ill will toward him.
I think part of the problem is that we so closely identify with our likes and preferences that we often attach them to our identity. If I particularly enjoy hip-hop, go to concerts, wear t-shirts, write my own beats and lyrics – then I will identify with it. If you claim to hate hip-hop, then my natural reaction is to be insulted – if you hate it, and I identify with it, then – by proxy – you hate me and my lifestyle.
This is exactly what we need to avoid: tying our preferences to our identity, and judging (criticizing, evaluating) others’ identities and worth based on their expressed preferences.
It gets me thinking of denominational differences within the church. In the past, those differences were much more marked, and members within a given denomination were likely to assume that members of another were actually NOT Christians because of some minor disagreement over their preference in the practice of their religion. These days, that has been toned down a bit. But, I think, the remnants of that mindset reverberate to this day, like the dissipating tone of a gong. There is the temptation to undervalue other Christians because of a perceived difference in preference: need I mention the debate over organs or guitars in church?
I really need to apologize to the guy, though I’ll never see him again. I really need to see the pants around his thighs and feel nothing, as much as I feel nothing when I see someone with a red shirt instead of a shirt of some other color I prefer more. I need to appreciate the fact that others are different from me, and that’s a good thing, that’s by design. I need to understand that what God wants from me is not to impose my opinion of taste, style, or preference on others, but to understand that I am ordered, commanded to love others as I love myself, to respect the fact that God has created them differently, to truly internalize the fact that what is good for me is really not good for others, and it’s not a choice. From their first memories, they can recall an affinity for X, Y, and Z. And, from their first memories, they can recall a marked distaste for A, B, and C.
How is it my place to tell them what to like, how to worship, how to wear their jeans?
I strongly believe that it is God’s will for me to take people as they are, love them, and encourage them to continue their pursuit of God, of Jesus, of Faith, “for just as the body is one and has many members, and all the members of the body, though many, are one body, so it is with Christ” (1 Cor. 12:12). Because we are one body, we surely ought to appreciate that each part of the body must be its own, and not another, or the whole won’t work: two stomachs and no throat would starve the body to death. Lord, help me to see the value in difference.